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Journal Entry: Tue Jan 5, 2010, 10:20 AM
School starts tomorrow!!
:ohnoes:
But at least I have all electives plus an empty spot, which I have to get filled with a class pronto. 8D

My schedule:
1st block - Web Design (might get switched or use for senior project service)
2nd block - Art III
3rd block - Art/Photography
4th block - (empty; may do teacher's aid)

I'm actually kind of excited since none of these classes require textbooks. :la: I hate carrying around books, and I forgot my locker combination, sooo...but I keep a pencil in the lock mechanism (I used a big word xD), and I have an empty notebook in there, so *is not worried* about theivery. I have been up for an hour, and it's after 1 pm. I'm not gonna get any sleep tonight most likely. That's ok, though. I'll be tired when I get home and then I'll sleep good when I go to bed tomorrow night. 8D

I've also got a new goal set for me here on dA. My goal is that I get 100,000 pageviews sometime this year. GREAT SUCCESS!

By the way, does anyone know how to convery Paint Shop Pro brushes(.JBR) to Photoshop brushes(.ABR)?
I really really wanna know!
D:


Hope you guys are doing good.
:huggle: :blowkiss: :tighthug:







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1. Ouran High School Host Club - Hitachiin twins drawing for ~ItachixUchiha [X] (UNPAID)

:bulletblue:ART REQUESTS/GIFTS:
1. Firelord Azulon, Firelady Illah, Iroh, and Ozai family portrait drawing for ~Makosharkman
2. Ursa killing Azulon drawing for ~Makosharkman [X]
3. kiriban prize for =cloudburst666
4. Kirin OC photomanip for =KitsuneKuramaRose [X]


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*Journal CSS done by me with help from Icyworlds.net
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*Textures: ~ShedYourSkin, *skeelar
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  • Mood: Dead
  • Listening to: nirvana - come as you are.
  • Eating: fettucini alfredo.
  • Drinking: sooddaaaaa.

A Sigh of Relief.

Journal Entry: Sun Jan 3, 2010, 12:41 PM
I feel better.
Thanks to some venting/talk therapy, I've got some stuff off my chest, and I can most certainly feel the physical relief. Really, you guys, thank you. I owe all of you big time, so that's why I'm working on an art piece dedicated to all of you, of course. It'll be made with my love. <3

Plus, I changed the journal layout. Azula again. xD

I saw Sherlock Holmes this weekend. Robert Downey, Jr. was awesome, as was the movie itself. Speaking of movies, anyone got any new pics/news of the Avatar movie by M. Night? I heard a full-blown trailer comes out next month, but the anticipation is killing me!
:eager:
Can't wait to see my uber sexy Ozai. :giggle:

Love you guys.
:tighthug:







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:bulletblue:COMMISSIONS & COLLABORATIONS ARE NOW OPEN. (CHEAPY COMMISSIONS! 1/2 OFF!!!)
READ INFO HERE

:bulletblue:COMMISSIONS:
1. Ouran High School Host Club - Hitachiin twins drawing for ~ItachixUchiha [X] (UNPAID)

:bulletblue:ART REQUESTS/GIFTS:
1. Firelord Azulon, Firelady Illah, Iroh, and Ozai family portrait drawing for ~Makosharkman
2. Ursa killing Azulon drawing for ~Makosharkman [X]
3. kiriban prize for =cloudburst666
4. Kirin OC photomanip for =KitsuneKuramaRose [X]


:bulletblue:ART TRADES AND COLLABORATIONS (OPEN):
1. art trade with =Avatarone3


Links:
:bulletblue: Deviantart Links
Gallery | Scraps | Prints | Favourites | Wishlist | Stock Account

*I am part of:
*Bcome-seen | *ShiraiRyu | ~SubZeroClub | ~Fire-and-Ice-Club | #Scorpion-Fanclub | #SubZeroFans | #Manipulators | #Traditional-Media | #AnimangaArtists | #digital-artists
*Full List of Clubs & Friends
*List of friendlies...


Important Information:

:bulletwhite:ARTISTS DISCLAIMER:bulletwhite:
IMPORTANT © COPYRIGHT NOTICE
The work contained in my gallery is copyrighted ©2006-2009 Jenny Gray. All rights reserved. My work may not be reproduced, copied, edited, published, transmitted or uploaded in any way without my written permission. My work does not belong to the public domain.
IF YOU FIND ANY OF MY ARTWORK STOLEN, ABUSED, ETC., PLEASE NOTIFY ME IMMEDIATLEY.
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:bulletwhite:WHAT IS COPYRIGHT?



:bulletwhite:Journal Layout + Extra Credits:

*Journal CSS done by me with help from Icyworlds.net
*Graphics (C) =watergal28
*Brushes: Billy Argel @ Blogspot.com
*Textures: ~ShedYourSkin, *skeelar
*Avvie by *0xo


  • Mood: Content
  • Listening to: cobra starship - good girls go bad.

I really don't want to say this, but I have to.

Journal Entry: Wed Dec 30, 2009, 12:22 PM
Lately, my art has received less views and less faves that it normally gets. Did I just start...sucking at art recently? Or since it's around the holidays, people are just not viewing it as much as before the holidays? I feel the unloved-ness, and not only on dA.

If you read my last journal entry, I got accepted to ETSU, but that's 4 hours away from where I live, and if I can't get accepted to a college within city limits, then I'm fucked. I can't find a job, and I need a car. $95 isn't going to get me one. My parents keep telling me to not worry about what's not in my control; so why am I worrying about it? I don't even have a license yet, and my permit expires in a month. I'm the only senior at my high school without a license or a car. You know why? Because that school is so closely packed together, that I know what goes on. Teachers even took surveys, and guess who didn't raise their hand? Me.

I'm a typical high school loser, you guys; no license, no car, no job, no money, no boyfriend, no life. My mom doesn't have a car because we're broke, my stepdad does, but he can't afford insurance on it, my dad has a car, but he can't take me to get my license, and everyone else who can always puts it off every time I ask them.

I can' get a job because in order to get a job around here, you have to "know somebody" or if someone either gets fired, quits, or dies, you have to be right there when it happens in order to do so. I have no life because I'm me. That's why. The teasing doesn't stop, the mental abuse from even my own family doesn't stop, the procrastination of getting me into the therapist for help doesn't stop. I'm breaking down so slowly that it's just pushing me over the edge of giving up.

And because of that, I've been participating in activities such as substance abuse. I really don't have the will to say this, but I will, and I'm going to admit that I've been...suicidal. And I can't believe that I'm coming out public with it since most people would say that I'm trying to get attention; well, tyring to getting attention is different from trying to get help. I said it. It makes me feel better saying it, and I might lose friends on here over it, but if people are going to be that way, then fine.

I'm sorry, you guys. I am more remorseful than I have ever been, but I can't find help. I need help right now. I'm not strong enough to help myself, and I hate myself for that. I'm scared, I'm really scared, and I don't know what to do with myself.

I love you guys. You all are my backbone and my secret place to come to when I'm unhappy. You're the light that breaks my shadows.







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:bulletblue:COMMISSIONS & COLLABORATIONS ARE NOW OPEN. (CHEAPY COMMISSIONS! 1/2 OFF!!!)
READ INFO HERE

:bulletblue:COMMISSIONS:
1. Ouran High School Host Club - Hitachiin twins drawing for ~ItachixUchiha [X] (UNPAID)

:bulletblue:ART REQUESTS/GIFTS:
1. Firelord Azulon, Firelady Illah, Iroh, and Ozai family portrait drawing for ~Makosharkman
2. Ursa killing Azulon drawing for ~Makosharkman [X]
3. kiriban prize for =cloudburst666
4. Kirin OC photomanip for =KitsuneKuramaRose [X]


:bulletblue:ART TRADES AND COLLABORATIONS (OPEN):
1. art trade with =Avatarone3


Links:
:bulletblue: Deviantart Links
Gallery | Scraps | Prints | Favourites | Wishlist | Stock Account

*I am part of:
*Bcome-seen | *ShiraiRyu | ~SubZeroClub | ~Fire-and-Ice-Club | #Scorpion-Fanclub | #SubZeroFans | #Manipulators | #Traditional-Media | #AnimangaArtists | #digital-artists
*Full List of Clubs & Friends
*List of friendlies...


Important Information:

:bulletwhite:ARTISTS DISCLAIMER:bulletwhite:
IMPORTANT © COPYRIGHT NOTICE
The work contained in my gallery is copyrighted ©2006-2009 Jenny Gray. All rights reserved. My work may not be reproduced, copied, edited, published, transmitted or uploaded in any way without my written permission. My work does not belong to the public domain.
IF YOU FIND ANY OF MY ARTWORK STOLEN, ABUSED, ETC., PLEASE NOTIFY ME IMMEDIATLEY.
:icondonotplz::iconusemyartplz:
:bulletwhite:WHAT IS COPYRIGHT?



:bulletwhite:Journal Layout + Extra Credits:

*Journal CSS done by me with help from Icyworlds.net
*Graphics (C) =watergal28
*Brushes: ~coolwing, Billy Argel @ Blogspot.com
*Avvie by *0xo


  • Mood: Sadness

I have some news.

Journal Entry: Mon Dec 28, 2009, 11:42 PM
I have some news.
Got a letter yesterday from East Tennessee State University yesterday. Guess what?
I GOT ACCEPTED!! WOOHOOO!!!
:iconweekenddanceplz:
I plan to major in Art if I do go to that college. I've sent in some other letters and should be getting those in a couple of weeks. I'm just glad I got into at least one college. For once in my life, I don't feel completely stupid and under par.

And I'm hoping you're liking what I've uploaded recently. Been getting the best inspiration at around 3 am this past week. I woke up at 2 yesterday afternoon, so I know why I'm not tired. Plus, I've been downing cokes like there's no effing tomorrow.
:XD:

Love you guys!
:tighthug:







********************
:bulletblue:COMMISSIONS & COLLABORATIONS ARE NOW OPEN. (CHEAPY COMMISSIONS! 1/2 OFF!!!)
READ INFO HERE

:bulletblue:COMMISSIONS:
1. Ouran High School Host Club - Hitachiin twins drawing for ~ItachixUchiha [X] (UNPAID)

:bulletblue:ART REQUESTS/GIFTS:
1. Firelord Azulon, Firelady Illah, Iroh, and Ozai family portrait drawing for ~Makosharkman
2. Ursa killing Azulon drawing for ~Makosharkman [X]
3. kiriban prize for =cloudburst666
4. Kirin OC photomanip for =KitsuneKuramaRose [X]


:bulletblue:ART TRADES AND COLLABORATIONS (OPEN):
1. art trade with =Avatarone3


Links:
:bulletblue: Deviantart Links
Gallery | Scraps | Prints | Favourites | Wishlist | Stock Account

*I am part of:
*Bcome-seen | *ShiraiRyu | ~SubZeroClub | ~Fire-and-Ice-Club | #Scorpion-Fanclub | #SubZeroFans | #Manipulators | #Traditional-Media | #AnimangaArtists | #digital-artists
*Full List of Clubs & Friends
*List of friendlies...


Important Information:

:bulletwhite:ARTISTS DISCLAIMER:bulletwhite:
IMPORTANT © COPYRIGHT NOTICE
The work contained in my gallery is copyrighted ©2006-2009 Jenny Gray. All rights reserved. My work may not be reproduced, copied, edited, published, transmitted or uploaded in any way without my written permission. My work does not belong to the public domain.
IF YOU FIND ANY OF MY ARTWORK STOLEN, ABUSED, ETC., PLEASE NOTIFY ME IMMEDIATLEY.
:icondonotplz::iconusemyartplz:
:bulletwhite:WHAT IS COPYRIGHT?



:bulletwhite:Journal Layout + Extra Credits:

*Journal CSS done by me with help from Icyworlds.net
*Graphics (C) =watergal28
*Brushes: ~coolwing, Billy Argel @ Blogspot.com
*Avvie by *0xo


  • Mood: Happy
  • Listening to: jason derulo - whatcha say.
  • Drinking: diet coke.

Cheapy Commissions: 1/2 OFF!!

Journal Entry: Sun Dec 27, 2009, 2:06 PM
I need some monies.
D:
(don't we all?)

I've got $95, and I know that's better than nothing, but Jenny feels useless without things. (I feel useless period.) I know I just got loaded with amazingly Jesus-awesome Christmas gifts, but I want to get some money for undisclosed reasons, I suppose. It's personaly, no matter how weird that may sound.
So.... *drumroll plz*

I am offering a DISCOUNT on commissions.
I'm no longer doing requests UNPAID; totally feel like a jackass, but there are some particular peeps out there that think that my artistic abilities are just *snap* and it's done. I know I don't get requests done on time, and that's because I don't get paid for them and I've been jetlagging all this year up until I got out for Christmas break. Commissions get started on as soon as everything's been requested.

If you want a commish, now's the time to ask for one. Since posting a link to the rules isn't really helpful, I'll outline them for you right here:


:star:CHEAP COMMISSIONS (1/2 OFF!):

:bulletred:Pencil Sketches: $2.50 - $5
- $2.50 being a rather simple pencil drawing with shading and a limited background
- $5 being a more complex pencil drawing with the same as $5 only with a complete background
- These, I would scan them and email them. Scanning and emailing saves me time and less difficulty mailing them to you.

:bulletred:Colored Pieces: $5 –
- $5 is going to be my base price
- One character would start at $5 with a reasonable background and shading job
- two characters $7.50 with background and shading
- three characters $10 with background and shading

:bulletred:Photo Manipulations: $2.50 - $7.50
- Photo manipulations can only be used with my stock (since using other people's stock isn't widely allowed for profit)
- This will probably be the least likely thing to buy because of the unlimited choices. 8(


I need some help if you don't mind providing. This time, I can't do the usual buy-Jenny-some-clothes-equal-to-the-commish-price thingy. I'll give you my address for money order since paypal is a no-can-do for me. I'm not allowed to use it.
D8

Pardon me if I sound rude.
D8




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:bulletblue:COMMISSIONS & COLLABORATIONS ARE NOW OPEN.
READ INFO HERE

:bulletblue:COMMISSIONS:
1. Ouran High School Host Club - Hitachiin twins drawing for ~ItachixUchiha [X] (UNPAID)

:bulletblue:ART REQUESTS/GIFTS:
1. Firelord Azulon, Firelady Illah, Iroh, and Ozai family portrait drawing for ~Makosharkman
2. Ursa killing Azulon drawing for ~Makosharkman [X]
3. kiriban prize for =cloudburst666
4. Kirin OC photomanip for =KitsuneKuramaRose [X]


:bulletblue:ART TRADES AND COLLABORATIONS (OPEN):
1. art trade with =Avatarone3


Links:
:bulletblue: Deviantart Links
Gallery | Scraps | Prints | Favourites | Wishlist | Stock Account

*I am part of:
*Bcome-seen | *ShiraiRyu | ~SubZeroClub | ~Fire-and-Ice-Club | #Scorpion-Fanclub | #SubZeroFans | #Manipulators | #Traditional-Media | #AnimangaArtists | #digital-artists
*Full List of Clubs & Friends
*List of friendlies...


Important Information:

:bulletwhite:ARTISTS DISCLAIMER:bulletwhite:
IMPORTANT © COPYRIGHT NOTICE
The work contained in my gallery is copyrighted ©2006-2009 Jenny Gray. All rights reserved. My work may not be reproduced, copied, edited, published, transmitted or uploaded in any way without my written permission. My work does not belong to the public domain.
IF YOU FIND ANY OF MY ARTWORK STOLEN, ABUSED, ETC., PLEASE NOTIFY ME IMMEDIATLEY.
:icondonotplz::iconusemyartplz:
:bulletwhite:WHAT IS COPYRIGHT?



:bulletwhite:Journal Layout + Extra Credits:

*Journal CSS done by me with help from Icyworlds.net
*Graphics (C) =watergal28
*Brushes: ~coolwing, Billy Argel @ Blogspot.com
*Avvie by *0xo


  • Mood: Rant
  • Listening to: flyleaf - chasm.
  • Drinking: coke.

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